I'm feeling a little blue today. I was outside earlier, raking mulch and digging out a bush that has died in the front landscaping. Why is it that when I finally have those stupid beds looking good, one stupid hedge decides to DIE???
Our neighbor next door was edging his sidewalk and walked over to speak. We did a little neighbor-gossip about the new folks, then I asked him if he knew how our neighbor Kim across the street is doing.
Kim retired about 2 years ago and was diagnosed with Parkinson's. She's a sweet but quiet woman, and mostly keeps to herself though she's friendly enough. Neighbor told me that Kim is going downhill fast; she is having trouble walking and her sister comes over a few times a week to help Kim's husband bathe Kim and wash her hair. Kim's husband was in an industrial accident a few years ago and has issues with his back and legs so this is a struggle for both of them.
Neighbor went on to say that tomorrow he is taking his own wife Kathy to have a brain scan. They are concerned that she may have the beginning of dementia. He said she gets up in the middle of the night and puts things in strange places, and other odd behavior. Apparently they spend a lot of time searching for random things that she has misplaced, and there are other signs of forgetfulness that are unlike Kathy.
Neighbor was recently hospitalized himself for kidney issues and was temporarily on dialysis. He has lost weight and looks unwell but he said he is feeling much better.
This all makes me feel so sad. All of us moved into this cul-de-sac in 1994 when our houses were new and we had young families. I remember the excitement of holidays and how we all went overboard decorating for Christmas, Halloween, etc. All the good-natured ribbing, joking, and gossip over the years. Sharing garden bounty, barbecuing tons of meat when hurricanes knocked the power out for days, watching out for property when neighbors were on vacation, yelling at each other's kids when they were up to mischief... all the things that make a neighborhood 'neighborly.'
Seems like when I think about how old I'm getting, I forget that all my neighbors are aging along with me.

I'm not good with change, but I see a lot of change happening in the not-too-distant future.