"Tony" Thought Journal 3.0

@Tony Page -- Keep an eye on any swelling in your leg and maybe read up on lymphedema after cancer treatment. It is possible that radiation damage or surgical removal of nodes can cause a person to develop LE, which can be very unpleasant. You may need to discuss with your oncologist and perhaps even schedule a physical therapy session.

Of course it's probably not lymphedema at all, but having experienced it (in my arm) that is how my mind works!!
 
@Tony Page -- Keep an eye on any swelling in your leg and maybe read up on lymphedema after cancer treatment. It is possible that radiation damage or surgical removal of nodes can cause a person to develop LE, which can be very unpleasant. You may need to discuss with your oncologist and perhaps even schedule a physical therapy session.

Of course it's probably not lymphedema at all, but having experienced it (in my arm) that is how my mind works!!
Thank you, I will be seeing our new family doctor on May 14th if it gets worse by then I'll call msk. What's bothering me is the pain is in the same leg and it seems to be following a vein in other words it's not in one spot. 🤔 it's not a strong pain and today it feels actually went down a little bit. @Beth Gallagher how many people do you know have this much fun?
 
I don't think so I've had sciatica before this feels different. I was just outside doing some walking or at least trying to walk and it seemed to have helped it a little.
I hate to be citing my wife all the time, but she suffered from hip pain for years, about 40 years actually, and she thought it was osteoarthritis due to car accidents she was in as a child. She had been treated by doctors and chiros all that time until one chiro told her it was not arthritis but was sciatica and gave her exercises to do when the pain starts. She now does the exercises and the pain has gone away most of the time. There was no radiating pain down the leg.
 
I refer to it as cancer's parting gifts. :D My oncologist told me that chemo and radiation can age a person's body by 10 years, increasing arthritis and other age-related issues. Good times, huh?
Well Beth guess this is another one of the " watch out what you ask for ,you may just get it". I'ver been trying like crazy to eush up the oncology radiation appt.
 
If you have had lymph nodes removed, then chances are swelling is from lymphedema if swelling is in the region where the nodes were removed. I get occasional swelling in the lower abs and thighs and use my high compression leggings during exercise and it causes the swelling to recede. I don't get much swelling in my arms, more discomforts that my long sleeve compression crop top sometimes helps.

Sometimes, it is just grin and bear it.
 
Well Beth guess this is another one of the " watch out what you ask for ,you may just get it". I'ver been trying like crazy to eush up the oncology radiation appt.

Marie, I am SO glad you finally have things moving along. It is important to learn what kind of cancer you are dealing with and get treatment started. I hope none of our "cancer parting gifts" talk will discourage or scare you, because many people have NO after-effects at all.
 
I lived in Brooklyn through my school years. As Rocky Laporte would say "you had to be tough, I remember laying in bed at night looking at the stars thinking, where the heck is the roof?" Haha

For whatever reason my thoughts have been stuck on the fights I had as a kid in Brooklyn. I never went looking for trouble but occasionally it seem to find me. I never carried a weapon like a switchblade, or a zip gun, or brass knuckles, but I was well aware of them. If you wanted to fight me it had to be hand to hand combat.

Charlie K pushed me while we were on line in high school cafeteria.The other kids online laughed. Charlie and I were friends, we were on different teams in the same Little League. I asked the high school coach to enlist him as our first baseman on the varsity team, and he did. Today he wanted to be an antagonist, I pushed him back. I remember I was about two kids in front of him so when I was facing the front of the line he would push me. Finally he gave me a push that upset me so I pushed him hard and he charged me. Charlie was 6'4 a big strong kid, he outweighed me, and outreached me, I was 5'7. I didn't want to take a wack at him, because I considered him a friend even though we didn't hang out together, I thought we were teasing each other, it wasn't serious. I didn't want to chip one of his teeth or break a nose or a jaw. He charged like a bull to a matador, when he was a few feet away I jumped up aiming at his neck and got him in a headlock. He tried to get me off, I held on wouldn't let go. It wasn't long before a teacher saw the commotion, separated us and brought us to the assistant principle's office. We sat there giggling while waiting for the assistant principal to come. After the assistant principle lectured us and gave us detention, we were told to shake hands, which we did. We walked out laughing at each other.

I was walking home from school with PeeWee.We stopped to talk and were discussing something and in disagreement, basically arguing. Another student who was walking close enough to hear our conversation, joined us by using the wrong vocabulary "you M/F don't know what you're talking about", I stopped him right there and said, "don't you call me that, nobody talks about my mother like that." He repeated it and gave me a little shove, I clocked him with a right cross that scared the hell out of me because for a second he went down like he had no control over his body. I helped him up, he was holding the side of his face and he ran. He was in some of my classes but he kept his distance. I always felt, afterwards that I was too quick on the draw and a few times I wanted to apologize, but I never did.

I learned some of the skills of boxing from my cousin who lived next door to me. He was a professional boxer, occasionally we would catch him on TV on " Friday Night Fights". In the yard, where he lived in my uncle's house, my uncle built a chining bar, and a reduced size boxing ring, also had a sand bag. I would work out there, and shadow box in the ring.
 
My last visit to the cardiologist he felt the pain I get from my upper back left to my chest is caused by a problem in my spine in my neck. He gave me a referral to a neurologist to have it checked out. I made an appointment with the neurologist for this coming Monday. Since it's a different neurologist that I had for my spinal stenosis in my lower back, I'll talk to him about pain relief in both areas.

Like most of us our age it seems like it takes forever to get things done. I'm still working on hooking up the water outside it's been over a week now. This is no more than a 4 hour job for me and I'm still at it. It's got me very disgusted. I haven't started on the beds for my vegetables I'm almost ready to throw in the towel and give all my seedlings away. I'm feeling very useless and of no value, why am I here? My legs are numb making it hard to walk, I can't bend over without feeling I'm going to topple, my back pain is raw sometimes, plus I'm taking a hormone pill that leaves me tired all the time. I don't sleep well at night because of the upper back pain, feel like I'm in a fog. Yet my hopes and dreams were too have my last Garden. I'm starting to panic because it's getting close to planting time and I haven't even made the beds yet.

Some of the delays have been caused by rain and cold weather however yesterday was a very nice day and couldn't get out there to do some work because I was completely exhausted. I have to try and do what I can on my good days.
 
Tony, can you handle a raised bed and thus a small contained garden?
I had a 9x9 u-shaped raised bed put in last fall, the only problem I have is it's on the ground where my prior Garden was, walking on soil rather than cement or pavers is difficult. I already purchased bags of soil to fill it and I have a wagon to carry it. I'm thinking of putting a path of pavers to the raised bed.
I have a friend who was supposed to help me with this, he also wanted to start a water garden, however he got a new job and he's not available.
I'm hoping when I see the neurologist he'll give me something for the pain and maybe I'll be able to do more.
 
Tony, I understand your frustration. I have had to revise my expectations for myself when it comes to regular physical tasks and it really annoys me. I try to "power through" but unfortunately my power isn't much to brag about these days. So just putter and do what you can.

I have mentioned before that my mother dragged a lightweight aluminum (webbed) lawn chair around the yard when she was older. She'd sit and hoe or water, determined to keep up with her flowers.

I hope the new neurologist can help you.
 
Tony, I understand your frustration. I have had to revise my expectations for myself when it comes to regular physical tasks and it really annoys me. I try to "power through" but unfortunately my power isn't much to brag about these days. So just putter and do what you can.

I have mentioned before that my mother dragged a lightweight aluminum (webbed) lawn chair around the yard when she was older. She'd sit and hoe or water, determined to keep up with her flowers.

I hope the new neurologist can help you.
I had a neighbor with one of these...a rolling garden stool.
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