Jake Smith
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Not much to add as of now, just a big change in her sleeping habits, stays in bed to around 2 pm for last 10 days which is a big change. She hasn't gone out on the porch for 10 days either. She always loved going our there during the day. Not to mention going anywhere in the van like she used to. We've put hundreds of miles on it since this happened, She would say get me out of here and I became a professional at getting her on the road, it was like the fire drill we had as a kid in school, had to move.
Funny how we can get used to things; only to change in a heart beat. Had the worse panic attack of my life two mornings ago, first thing in morning, made it out to porch and Dwayne was fixing to leave and it happened thought I was a goner at the time; they are horrible, usually have one at night, but not so much in mornings. This one was different think all this just hit me at once, all I could think was who will care for Marie, just made it worse, freaked Dwayne out lasted over an hour he started to leave I told him I will be o k, then I kept going in and out screen door thinking it will be o k, no it won't until I stopped him from leaving. Then let him go, I wasn't able to comprehend what he said, just kept panicking. HATE those.
So worried about Marie, hurts so much, sure GOD has his plans, just turned my world upside down.
Funny how we can get used to things; only to change in a heart beat. Had the worse panic attack of my life two mornings ago, first thing in morning, made it out to porch and Dwayne was fixing to leave and it happened thought I was a goner at the time; they are horrible, usually have one at night, but not so much in mornings. This one was different think all this just hit me at once, all I could think was who will care for Marie, just made it worse, freaked Dwayne out lasted over an hour he started to leave I told him I will be o k, then I kept going in and out screen door thinking it will be o k, no it won't until I stopped him from leaving. Then let him go, I wasn't able to comprehend what he said, just kept panicking. HATE those.
So worried about Marie, hurts so much, sure GOD has his plans, just turned my world upside down.