"Marie", has a new primary care "Doctor" now

[Jake Smith]

Wow! That is certainly the worst result she could get. Hugs to both of you! Is inside hospice care at a facility or home? Hopefully something can be done to relief the panic attacks and pain and you both can find some level of peace. My best goes out to you during this difficult time.

It's at their facility or place.

 

[Jake Smith]

Jake,
This is horrible, I'm at a loss for words, if I may, Marie is a good friend. There's no words for how gut wrenching this news is. Please take care of yourself and make Marie as comfortable as possible.

I'll be thinking and I'm praying for the both of you.

Tony

Thank you; Tony for kind words and I understand the loss of words, I'm doing all I can to make her as pain free, and comfortable as possible.

 

[Madge Bumstead]

(((Hugs and prayers Jake and Marie (loved ones, family & friends)))

 

[Jake Smith]

Now that "you" all know the diagnosis of her pet scan; I will update my mental problems; by going through this tragedy. Got really mad at GOD, at first, then realized; it's a mistake to do that; so I have been praying "really" hard, and begging him to guide us thru this tragedy, it's a lot to deal with to say the least. I always tell him, I know I'm not worthy, of his grace; but please guide me to do the right things, and to speak only his words, and do what he wants me too, and to be a better person.

About seven months now I've watched what a strong woman Marie is, taking pure devastating pain complaining less than anyone I know. Just the two nights ago,again at ER her BP was 225/195 - 125 pulse, which is usually "pulse" 68 or so; from pure pain, the Doc said the pain is causing it again, until low dose morphine brought it down some, then she took some Tylenol after discharge, because of her weight she can't have much medicines at once. Also their are some folks who are as cold hearted to her as I've ever saw anyone be. Who does that? I'm not going to mention names to y'all don't know these folks; but Marie tells me you have to forgive these people and tries to calm me; while I'm feel so angry it feels like my head is going to explode. Another reason for the serious prayers over and over begging. They say he won't put more on us than we can stand but sometimes I feel I will blow, and I am sure placed in the wrong time and place, with them pushing buttons; I will explode.

 

[Marie Miller]

Jake, you can handle this.
One day I will tell you about my father.