I do like to hang out at a few other forums that have multiple dimensions regarding personal spiritual beliefs, and quite often I get to read the "If I could just," types of statesments. Like, "if I could, I would make all of the world a peaceful place to live." Or, if I could, I would make sure no one went hungry." My particular, If I could, is I wish I could answer every theological question to everybody's satisfaction. I do not see that happening any time soon but I am still working on it. What is your own, "If I could" or even "If I were God for a moment I would?" It could get a little hairy but, give it a try anyway.