Thanks, Ken, I will show her this post, when she's able to be up, and thank you for being so kind to her, this is the hardest fight we've ever been in, and we've had quite a few over the years. In our area about care, I'm not anywhere near an expert, but as she gets worse with this I still think hospital is the right decision for her, since I've got to know most of staff and doctors there and because of all the visits she's made me take there even twice admitted. They even let me make my own coffee in cafeteria and no one there, I went back and told lady at check in desk, no one is there; can I pay you for the coffee, she said no you're good, go on back to Marie's room; everything is good.
I do keep questioning myself continuously if I'm doing the right thing here, and I always thought I was tough but this is whipping me like nothing ever has. So, I won't bug you; but will thank all of you, for being so kind to us.