Recent content by Jake Smith

You ought to see me around here Mary; everywhere I look another reminder. I say I'll move this then I'm perilized, in my tracks; can't do it. Not sure what to do.

Just now able to actually talk; without breaking down; like a little girl; never cried like, I have, in my life. buckets. Pulling that tree from Helene, got caught on a tree, got off the tractor went around to the other side; touched it and a broken limb knocked me 8 or 9 feet away on top of my...

She did turn it up and dance, Great personality, she had; long as she didn't feel crossed. Like in her obituary I had Jordan put; she would tell you the truth even if it would make you mad. She was a very honest person.

She; had a lot of spunk; always did. One of the things; I loved about her.

"Getty"; at Marie's grave. Decided to log back in; I for some reason keep hearing her tell me you need to stay logged in; it helps the site. They don't think your tongue is hanging out. LOL

They miss her just like me. Getty keeps eating my bed and getting under Marie's, won't touch hers just chews mine up. Was in there yesterday smelling her clothes on her bed. Took her to the grave twice so far, trying to let her figure it out. This is a photo of Maisie at grave; trying to take...

Hey everyone; I'm going to see how I do with a post; haven't been able to do one here because I get to emotional, for over 36 days now. Lately I seem to be a little better. So here goes. Went back to Haven 9 am yesterday for the grieving thing they done for us who lost our love ones. Shed...

All true Beth, I am hanging on as best I can; been 22 days and for life of me feel lost as hell everywhere I go; out of place, and just don't feel right no matter what I do.It's day three that the flashbacks and memories doesn't make me cry. I've had puffy eyes for the last nine months. I hope...

This I took at her grave before dark. Went twice yesterday, twice the day before; changed her flowers out to these new ones.

You folks remind me of the "Haven", Hospice people; so kind, and Marie just Loved everyone of you.She asked me and our son to hook up her laptop there at Haven, so we did, but she was never able to even look at it. Marie was a very strong woman and never stopped surprising me with her strength...

Finally got 4 or 5 hours of sleep last night after 8 months of a nightmare watching Marie suffer. Sorry for not updating about Marie more often; but this has been so hard on me, and with never sleeping, God had to have carried me through the last 8 months. There is no way anyone could keep...

Today is the funeral so still busy and still not able to sleep right yet, takes time I guess; but going to be another busy day,

Update Marie passed today, 3 pm 7-11-2026, in Haven Hospice, which was, very wonderful people, up to the last day. My whole world is shattered and I know; I will never be the same. I'm at the point of wondering if the tears will ever dry up now.

Update on Marie, three nights ago she started hallucinating off medicine so we called ambulance and she is still in hospital three days later. They're keeping her and doctor told me he's is going to be monitoring her until no more hallucinating. Just wanted to let y'all know what's up with her...