My husband's best friend and good friend of the family passed away last night. My husband talked to him at 4pm, and then got THE phone call about 11pm last night. He's had heart problems since before we met him 6 years ago. He was 63 years old with the love for fun and laughing of a 21 year old. About a year ago he got a pace maker. He quit smoking cigarettes was taking it easy, and he was taking all his medications like he was supposed. For the past week he was feeling bad. He couldn't make it from his bedroom to the front door without being out of breath. I guess everything finally caught up with him, and his heart gave out on him. I have not had faith of any kind since I was 18 years old. I have toyed with every religious idea I have ever come across. But none of them stuck. Now, here I am after losing a dear friend, and wondering where he is now. I want there to be a heaven so bad! He was a great guy and would have had a golden ticket into heaven. I have been lucky over the past several years. I have lost very few people that I care about this much. I just want him to be okay, and be at peace. His name is Greg Turner. A lot of people will feel the loss. he was a great guy. I can't go this many years as a non believer and then suddenly be a believer and pray when its convenient. He was a believer. Maybe if someone who believes could pray for him?