Lately, I have been dreaming about my ex and not only do I find them disturbing, while still in the dream, I am disturbed for many hours after awakening. The dreams always center upon me pleading with her to come back to me. Needless to say, in the dreams, she is deaf to my plea's. Rationally, I am very aware that the relationship was emotionally damaging for me (due to her unreasoning jealousy) but that still does not keep me from loving her. Following the breakup I dated a number of women but not one of them even came close to my ex. I sure do wish I could take a magic pill that would erase all memory of my ex. I just woke up from such a dream and I feel just terrible.